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Hell-o out there in bitching land [Aug. 3rd, 2005|07:50 am]
angstfilledteen

angstfilledteen

[_bleed_out_]
[Depression |lonelylonely]

So yeah, I'm new here, but I'm sure in no time we'll all be just like one big disfunctional family.
So yeah... apparently one of my fr- ... companions has been going to some lengths to avoid me. This wouldn't be so bad if I needed two hands to count people who I could stand, or who I THOUGHT could stand me... y'know, I'd wish that she just say, "You suck, leave me alone" to my face instead of treating me like a fucking sped who can't even understand when they're being shunned. Even if it was just her, it would still suck but I could deal, since graduation I've gotten one fucking email from anyone... and with the one mentioned above posting about what wonderful times she's having with everyone else, I can understand how they'd be too busy to check their email for a month, too fucking busy to respond about a trip we've been planning for five years which she just blew off. I can understand why someone wouldn't want to spend ten days with me, but if would be really nice if she just removed the doubt... and it's not even like they don't like me, it's just that they don't care... guess they assumed someone else would do it... and they didn't...
Okay, I hear my mother bitching me out downstairs... she usually waits for me to get there...
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